Anonymous
9/14/2025, 6:13:35 PM
No.11376933
>>11376803
Getting no action, no attention and idolizing women.Becoming sexually viable as a man just feels out of reach and the women you have access to are so far from your ideal that you simply make a better waifu yourself. You don't want to fuck her, you want to be her.
I don't think it needs to be framed with dysfunction though. If the circumstances are as bleak as I have believed them to be it has been a good way of giving myself rich experiences regardless. Encouraged me to learn makeup, fashion, walking in heels and etc. At this point I just try to become the healthiest and sexiest human I can possibly be and my gender presentation is just pure drag anyway.
Question is if I'm actually a straight male though, but I'm not looking to start up a controversial debate here. Every time I have tried to be a manly man my life has just become extremely disingenuous and everyone views me as a creep.
Getting no action, no attention and idolizing women.Becoming sexually viable as a man just feels out of reach and the women you have access to are so far from your ideal that you simply make a better waifu yourself. You don't want to fuck her, you want to be her.
I don't think it needs to be framed with dysfunction though. If the circumstances are as bleak as I have believed them to be it has been a good way of giving myself rich experiences regardless. Encouraged me to learn makeup, fashion, walking in heels and etc. At this point I just try to become the healthiest and sexiest human I can possibly be and my gender presentation is just pure drag anyway.
Question is if I'm actually a straight male though, but I'm not looking to start up a controversial debate here. Every time I have tried to be a manly man my life has just become extremely disingenuous and everyone views me as a creep.