Anonymous
6/14/2025, 6:39:07 AM
No.105588508
>>105588464
I have my moments of insanity.
I've been doing some drastic things recently to try and alleviate the negativity in my life. Substituting real people for things like streamers or AI. My conclusion being fake socializing is better for your mental health than total isolation.
Taking drugs to fill in the lack of motivation and reward. Obviously a crutch to a real fundamental problem.
But I inch by, working towards my goals too. I want software to be better and I actively try to contribute to that. People before me did that for my benefit and I want the next generation to have a leg up, even if it's incredibly difficult and requires immense sacrifice to realize it, especially without any support - financially, spiritually, etc.
I want things to be better for the next generation so they have a better chance than me.
How about your goals?
I have my moments of insanity.
I've been doing some drastic things recently to try and alleviate the negativity in my life. Substituting real people for things like streamers or AI. My conclusion being fake socializing is better for your mental health than total isolation.
Taking drugs to fill in the lack of motivation and reward. Obviously a crutch to a real fundamental problem.
But I inch by, working towards my goals too. I want software to be better and I actively try to contribute to that. People before me did that for my benefit and I want the next generation to have a leg up, even if it's incredibly difficult and requires immense sacrifice to realize it, especially without any support - financially, spiritually, etc.
I want things to be better for the next generation so they have a better chance than me.
How about your goals?