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>>29335503

My uncle did not touch me, I am 22 years old, I am a christian, I have no job and thats part of the reason.

just like >>29335745 mentions, I've essentially spent the last two years of my life painting myself into a corner to a point where suicide is legitimately the only choice left. I have had more than two years to think about this suicide, finding every excuse to put it off, but I don't have any excuses anymore.

Three years ago I had my own house I rented with a girl I loved and a bed I owned. nine months ago I had my own room, and a bed I owned. Three months ago I had an air mattress I owned. Now I have bedsheets I barely own. I was given many opportunities to change this from happening and I did nothing. I don't know if it was from depression or fear or anger at the world around me and the people in it, but it doesn't matter because now I'm here and I have an opportunity to do something with the one thing I still fully own