>>29335388
I really do not understand this kind of mindset.

You WILL die eventually, so why speedrun life?

Every shitty feeling/emotion will pass eventually, so why make stupid decisions based on them?

Do stuff what you want to do and stop being a fucking bitch. That way you can die knowing that you at least fucking tried till the end.

Also, don't let your enemies outlive you.

And also, you are only 22. You don't know shit yet.