OP, if your reason for suicide is a couple bad years, a breakup, unemployment, and finances, that's objectively retarded. The singularity has started. In 2 years, most people are going to lose their job anyway, and universal basic income will become a thing. In 5-10 years, money itself as a concept will start to change, and legit sex robots will be here. In 20 years, we're basically going to be immortalized since all diseases will be cured, including aging, made wealthy by a globalized AI economy, and have your own personal AI sex slave/soulmate.

You hit the lottery being born when you were. You just need to hang in there. Life can be hard, I know. But just stay focused on the future and survive. You're literally throwing away an immortal life where you can get everything you want.

Also you're only 22, dude. You talk like you've tried everything, but I bet you've explored like 0.1% of the possible solutions out there. There are many many different ways to address problems and live a good life no matter how fucked you might think you are.