>>29335388
Listen, man. I'm not going to tell you not to kill yourself. That's your call.

Since you are gonna kill yourself, don't die without doing some crazy shit first. Take out a massive loan from a loan shark, go to vegas, spend it all on whores, gambling, and drugs for a batshit weekend of excess before doing the deed. Make that last bit of life you got into one helluva ride before getting off the train.