Anonymous
8/24/2025, 7:02:23 AM
No.29346065
>>29335946
It's okay to cry for help sometimes, dude. That's what this thread is, for you.
I don't know how else to say it. Human emotions are often illusory, or, if not illusory, they're ephemeral. They change with the wind, and with time.
You're in a much better position than you realize. When I was your age, I had just graduated from college, didn't get a job for a year, and ultimately joined the Army.
Honestly, that didn't solve shit in the long run, but I got a bunch of good memories, a bunch of bad memories, I met people I fucking hated, and people I still care about and keep in touch with to this day.
It did give me purpose and something to do for four more years until I got out and went back to school. I'm not telling you to join the Army, but I'm telling you that there's always avenues out there for you to discover and explore, learn and grow. You could emigrate to a different country, or even try out the drug scene in San Francisco if you're really, actually fucked. There's always somewhere else for you to go, something else to do.
Sometimes you just need to find a way to buy yourself time. With enough time, anything could happen. If you look at your life in 5 year slices, don't compare them as better/worse, but compare them in terms of difference. 5 was different from 10, to 15, to 20, etc. Imagine where you could be at 25, or 30? With enough time, anything could happen.
When you kill yourself, you throw all that time into the garbage. Just because you're low now doesn't mean you'll be low forever.
Just buy yourself some more time, dude.
Just my 2 cents. I'm not always right.
It's okay to cry for help sometimes, dude. That's what this thread is, for you.
I don't know how else to say it. Human emotions are often illusory, or, if not illusory, they're ephemeral. They change with the wind, and with time.
You're in a much better position than you realize. When I was your age, I had just graduated from college, didn't get a job for a year, and ultimately joined the Army.
Honestly, that didn't solve shit in the long run, but I got a bunch of good memories, a bunch of bad memories, I met people I fucking hated, and people I still care about and keep in touch with to this day.
It did give me purpose and something to do for four more years until I got out and went back to school. I'm not telling you to join the Army, but I'm telling you that there's always avenues out there for you to discover and explore, learn and grow. You could emigrate to a different country, or even try out the drug scene in San Francisco if you're really, actually fucked. There's always somewhere else for you to go, something else to do.
Sometimes you just need to find a way to buy yourself time. With enough time, anything could happen. If you look at your life in 5 year slices, don't compare them as better/worse, but compare them in terms of difference. 5 was different from 10, to 15, to 20, etc. Imagine where you could be at 25, or 30? With enough time, anything could happen.
When you kill yourself, you throw all that time into the garbage. Just because you're low now doesn't mean you'll be low forever.
Just buy yourself some more time, dude.
Just my 2 cents. I'm not always right.