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>A new day will dawn. A stumble is not a fall.
Brother you mistake my meaning. If your mentality is "well I'm here now I'll just do it anyways" you will not shake this vice, there will always be "well I can click the search bar now" "well I'm already typing in the search bar now" "well I've already opened the site now", this is literally a mentality of CHOOSING your vice. In that moment, you don't actually want to get rid of it. If you really do you have to choose against it. These things are a matter of conviction.
I'm saying that the only thing you experience in now, now is the time to turn away from it, and when you need to turn away from it, now is the only time you will have. It's always more powerful to turn away from a vice when it's most difficult, if you can. As they say, there's no better time than NOW! It also can be a scary thought, but tommorrow is not promised. A day will come for every one of us where the meaning of "now" is one is which we aren't alive. That's not to say you will die tommorrow, that's not to you won't live to see another day, it's just to say that now is the most powerful point at which you can make ANY decision, and those decisions are powerful. The decisions you make against a vice are not just keeping you away from worsening, they are powerful steps AWAY from it! Of course we all fall, all of us will in one way or another.

Just saying. Remember this, the next time you have the exact same thought "well I'm already here". Also pray. It helps.