>Be chubby Mex/White mix teen, light brown hair, green eyes, tan skin,
>Diaged with ADHD, didn't know meds cause ED, can't get solid boner regardless of porn
>Can't cum anymore, building up
>Thought I may be gay/trans cause normal porn gets me horny but not hard anymore, yet gay shit grosses me out so trans?
>Cross dress, grow my hair, plenty sit-ups and squats, try to reach "ideal body" although I feel fat though I became "slim/thick"
>Put things in my butt, still not there but feels better than a limp dick, so something, right?
>Trans porn does "something" but not as much as straight porn, still cant get off
>Be popular/loser at mostly Hispanic/White school, parents both went here, plenty of friends but plenty of bullies
>Talk a fellow loser friend into sex, bring him home
>White dude, caring, wears condom, gentle, feels good, finally get somewhat hard
>So close but still can't cum
>Try a few times, always very close but I just can't
>During this time, one of my bullies actually makes statements referring me as a "white bitch"
>Confront him, he insults me, telling me to stop giving sexy eyes during our argument, I hate him so much
>End up in his PMs asking him to come fight me in person at my house
>End up struggling to take his uncut spick dick raw in my ass while we just insult each other
>He's bigger than I expected, never have I ever actually moaned in pain, thought those porn moans were all fake
>Kick him out my house while his cum covered my face, in pure anger for even letting him get this far with me
>Can point him to the door with how hard I was
>Run to my room and finally cum for the first time in months
>Mad, happy, relieved, confused, PNC, all at the same time
>"Fight" regularly, let him cum on my face, on my back, on my chest, and even in me, but I always kicked him out angrily and was able to jerk off and cum after, even if the same day my friend "fucked" me gently with a condom
Didn't realize I was into sissy and cuckold until I stopped my meds