Anonymous
10/26/2025, 12:50:42 AM
No.29691129
>>29683550
i cant improve myself, i try doing something then quit like the next day or 2 days later, i cant study, i cant focus myself on learning stuff i want to learn like coding or drawing, im shy af so i cant socialize, not even online, im unable to become better, but atop of it all i cant commit suicide, i dont have the balls to do it, so im stuck just existing and being a problem to those around me
what do i do? if i stop watching porn then my mind will be empty to negative thoughts or daydreaming and i will become an emotional wreck and go through a crisis or be imagining a billion things that will never leave my mind unless i forget it all. The only other thing i do other than porn/hentai/etc. is gaming and watching yt or (rarely)some movie/series/cartoon/anime/etc., theres nothing else for me to do
i cant improve myself, i try doing something then quit like the next day or 2 days later, i cant study, i cant focus myself on learning stuff i want to learn like coding or drawing, im shy af so i cant socialize, not even online, im unable to become better, but atop of it all i cant commit suicide, i dont have the balls to do it, so im stuck just existing and being a problem to those around me
what do i do? if i stop watching porn then my mind will be empty to negative thoughts or daydreaming and i will become an emotional wreck and go through a crisis or be imagining a billion things that will never leave my mind unless i forget it all. The only other thing i do other than porn/hentai/etc. is gaming and watching yt or (rarely)some movie/series/cartoon/anime/etc., theres nothing else for me to do