>>2564643
I feel the same way sometimes. I think I'm over it though now. I have come to terms with that.
>you and your previous partners sex lives don't really matter before you two got together.
as long as the sex you have with an escort is consensual that is all that matters. Prostitution being taboo is retarded. It's a simple transaction for services. You pay someone for a massage, you pay a counselor for therapy, ect. It's the same thing. Sex is a natural need for everyone and they're just fulfilling that need.

I am available to talk on discord if you want to vent more about it. I do understand how you feel. The guilt of it can be a bit bad but please don't be harsh on yourself.