fuck man I can't do this shit
3 years escortcel went for the first time in 6 months
I was so nervous and awkward I couldn't stay hard and made a fool out of myself. Eventually I just talked to the girl about her tattoos and stuff which was nice but I felt like I wanted to feel something for her but just couldn't? She was attractive and friendly enough but I just couldn't get it up.
Seen escorts maybe 25 times over the last 3 years and the only girls I could stay hard with and cum from was a very autistic and unusual chick who made laugh and was very open and then some Chinese chick who could barely speak English??
Idk I feel like I'm just not cut out for this but I just can't get a girlfriend for whatever reason
Sorry for ranting without purpose