Lost my virginity when I was 13 to this friend 16 year old named Alex. We used to go to the same school and would hang out all the time despite the grade difference because we were both the only ones into anime and shit like that.

One day he told me he had shaved because girls like that and he wanted a girlfriend. I told him I barely had any hair and he asked me if I wanted to check it out and I said yes.

We went to a bathroom stall and he pulled down his pants. His dick was way bigger than mine, I was a pretty late bloomer desu. He asked me if I wanted to feel his clean shaved pubes and I said yes and he got a boner as I touched him. He asked me to give him a blowjob, and i did, he didn;t last long, felt like a minute, and I swallowed it. He laughed it off, and we went back, we didn't really talk about it.

A week or so after he invited me to his house to play videogames. When I got there he said he had a better idea and we should "wrestle," I was not a fucking retard and knew what he meant so I went along with it, he started undressing me as we wrestled and he got a boner, he took his clothes off and put it in me, hurt like hell, no condom no spit no nothing. He pounded me for like 5 minutes then came. I was bleeding and in pain and he freaked out, told me to take a quick shower, never told anyone about this, and get out. Spent like 3 hours sitting in a park so my parents wouldn't get suspicious as to why I returned early.

Next monday at school he ignored me completly, and despite me trying we never talked again. I don't know if he was regretful for what he did or just scared I would tell. I really regret not being able to get pouded properly by him desu