First time sharing.
18, living alone in a different country travelling. Saw an ad on cl offering young guys $100/hour to just hang out with late 30s man in underwear. Young, naive, needed money so thought why not, also messaged that I was curious to suck my first cock but nothing further.

Get to his place, family home, blinds down, family pictures all over the dark living room. Guy seemed quite normal, little bit overweight and hairy but something dark about his eyes like he hadn’t slept.

Both stripped down to underwear and he just hugged me really tight to him, breathing kind of heavy but just a really unsettling tight hug and breathing right in my ear, slightly sweaty body rubbing against mine.

Pushes me down to get on my knees and flicks his cock up out his boxers, 5 inches but really thick head and doesn’t smell too fresh. Thrusts into my face before I even have a chance to open my mouth and line it up. Holds my hands above my head and clumsily thrusts in a few times before pulling me up again and bear hugging from behind.

Hands all over me overwhelming and before I realise what’s happening I’m on my knees bent over the sofa and he’s behind me. Feel something wet press against my hole and I bolt up in panic and say no I wasn’t ready for that and I’d said no anal on message. He says relax it was just his thumb but apologises and hugs me more gently to try to comfort me.

Then the cycle kind of repeats with him getting more forceful and I end up in exactly the same position bent over the sofa with him behind me holding me down and something pressing on my virgin hole. I jump up again and I’m a bit panicky and his face is really annoyed looking. Asks me what I’m even doing here and reminds me he’s paying me. I feel really stupid for getting in this situation and a bit scared.

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