First time I got fucked was in high school my freshman year. My parents went on a trip to Europe so I had the house to myself for 3 weeks. I had been playing with toys and was very into submissive femme cross dressing. I got ready for what felt like hours, shaving, cleaning out, getting dressed. I posted on CL and was flooded with so many messages, this was during the glory days of CL. I picked an older daddy type who said he was 45 6 inch cut with dad body. I told him I was 18 but I had just turned 15. He came over with some lube, condoms and beer. I was so nervous and almost shaking just sitting on the couch with him. After 2 beers I was getting drunk and horny. He must have sensed it and started to rub my legs and tell me how sexy i looked. I almost came to him just rubbing my dick under my panties. He led me to my room and we made out so passionately. He was slow and gentle with me and fucked me so good that night. Had me moaning and howling like a little slut. We lost touch after my parents got back from the trip but I fantasize about him still. His cock was the perfect shape to me when he slid it inside.