>When I had graduated from high school, I had contemplated potentially going through with it, but never did
>a month after turning 18, I check craigslist and decide to post an ad saying i want to suck dick
>get tons of responses but I get nervous and back out a lot
>guy in his late 50s, early 60s replies
>decide to finally go through with it and drive to his house
>drive around the area a bunch contemplating if I really want to go through with it, he's still emailing me(since I didn't give him my number or anything, I'm not THAT dumb about my safety), i just told him i was in the area looking for parking
>eventually finally park a couple houses down from him and wait in my car. i didn't tell him where i parked yet though
>within a couple minutes of parking, i see this mildly chubby older man with white hair walking down the street and instinctively get out, unsure if it was him or not
>he just goes "oh good evening how are you?" and i'm like "oh i'm doing alright, just hanging out" and he says "oh, are you sure... you're not looking for something in particular" and eventually i put together that this is him and we head to his house
>he leads me to a spot on his house and he gets on his knees immediately and sucks me off for a minute after seeing i'm pretty hard and nervous
>eventually he stands up and tells me it's my turn and i oblige
>he pulls his pants down and it's a decent size, but he doesn't get fully hard so i'm not as into it as i thought i would be
>eventually we head to his bedroom and lie on the bed, taking turns sucking each other off
>i don't let him cum in my mouth because i was terrified of stds
>leave saying to myself i'd never do this again
>get back on craigslist and continue sucking off random older men for the rest of my first year of college
never met up with this man again, but i eventually moved to the area his house was in that part of the city and walk by his house, but i assume someone else lives there now.