Anonymous
10/30/2025, 5:52:57 PM
No.2687923
>>2687664
He got in the mood and wanted to skip the blowjob and jump straight to fucking. He was so aroused by how red my asshole was, and I was basically begging him to get it in. I was so tight, I had to guide him slowly. As soon as his dick broke in I immediately realized what I was missing out on. Now I know why there are strict bottoms. Although there was pain, I got over it in a while. Despite being the bottom I felt like I was the one in control and that kind of annoyed me. We did everything that night, doggy, missionary, I rode him till my dick was leaking like crazy. Before we met we agreed on him wearing a condom and that he won't cum in me. While he was laying on top of me on that mattress, his dick plowing the fuck out of my ass, I knew he had to cum deep in me. I slid his dick out and took off the condom. He hesitated for like a second, but immediately drove that dick deep. He whispered in my ear " You deserve that load".
I had mixed feelings when I left. I really enjoyed every second of that encounter but as soon as we were done I was overtaken with guilt and shame. I would like to claim that it didn't affect my normal life but it did. I feel less assertive than who I normally am. I really enjoy being a faggot but it's the guilt and shame I couldn't handle. I feel less masculine and that is not who I am.
He got in the mood and wanted to skip the blowjob and jump straight to fucking. He was so aroused by how red my asshole was, and I was basically begging him to get it in. I was so tight, I had to guide him slowly. As soon as his dick broke in I immediately realized what I was missing out on. Now I know why there are strict bottoms. Although there was pain, I got over it in a while. Despite being the bottom I felt like I was the one in control and that kind of annoyed me. We did everything that night, doggy, missionary, I rode him till my dick was leaking like crazy. Before we met we agreed on him wearing a condom and that he won't cum in me. While he was laying on top of me on that mattress, his dick plowing the fuck out of my ass, I knew he had to cum deep in me. I slid his dick out and took off the condom. He hesitated for like a second, but immediately drove that dick deep. He whispered in my ear " You deserve that load".
I had mixed feelings when I left. I really enjoyed every second of that encounter but as soon as we were done I was overtaken with guilt and shame. I would like to claim that it didn't affect my normal life but it did. I feel less assertive than who I normally am. I really enjoy being a faggot but it's the guilt and shame I couldn't handle. I feel less masculine and that is not who I am.