>>214812235
I got peritonsillar abscess in my throat that permanently fucked up my throat. I can quote nicotine easy but when I work I preferred to be stimmed so I have a little faggot vape I still use but man. When I was in the hospital in and out for 3-6 months pre-during-post surgery total sober off everything and occasionally getting morphine shots I felt transcendent

Now I just vape and have a bottle of whiskey in my room to drink very occasionally. Weed was hard to quit cause I'm degenerate and like having sex or watching porn and masturbating on it but I'm 5 days no fap gonna be celibate for awhile

Anytime I smoke(cigs) i feel my surgical sites start getting infected and it sucks :/. I just enjoy caffeine and ciggies now