>>63920163
I've been there too OP. It sucks sometimes, so.etimes it's so bad it seems like there's just no way out but dead. I know what my gun tastes like, it's not good, and it's not worth it. I don't regret putting the gun down and walking away. My loved ones are glad I'm here, and that's enough. I couldn't go through with it knowing how hurt my mom would be. It was worth the bullshit in the end, I'm where I want to be in life now, and life really is worth living. Call a loved one and talk about where you're at, or anything, or nothing at all. My friends and family kept me alive back then. They'll do the same for you if you gove them a chance.