i still have crushs on two different hs guys that were my friends
i was not on hrt at the time but i were a twink, 5'6, slim, longish hair with bangs, babyface, etc. people always joked that i were gay or even trans (well they were right lol). one of these friends is bi and liked to play with me, "flirt" with me, hug, grabbed me by the hips, we were in a party few months ago and there was some pieces and tools for people to make those diy handmade bracelets and he only did these for two person one for me and other for his gf.
the other liked to play with my hair, in one of these drunk party games he was asked which boy he would kiss if he had to kiss a boy and he answered me, he was like one of the most handsome guys on the class so some girls liked to joke that they wanted to see we both kiss. he said once that if i were a girl i would be his perfect gf. i really liked both but specially him.
now high school is over, one of them i see like once a month and the other once or twice a year, im an ugly boymoder and both have cis gfs :(
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i have a similar story with the bi friend :( i feel like i bother him when we talk online but irl he's always so kind with me and hugs me and etc and im not out to them im just a boymoder but he doesnt treat me like he treats the other guys hes... softer? with me. hes bi also but he has a cisgf :(