I'm kind of a dumbass. I sat there and watched you slowly pull away from everything we used to do together, and I slapped a big smile on my face and just pretended nothing was happening. I should have at least tried. But I was pretty sure if I tried then it wouldn't have worked and maybe even made things worse. I'm blackpilled at this point on saving things, once someone makes up their mind to fuck off, there's nothing you can do. I did my best. At least I can say I handled it with dignity and grace, but I still miss you.