>>41508196
weak as shit. best opio is poppy noce mix of alkaloids, warm and lively, alerting enegetic without scatterbrain or restlessness of any sort. oxys and codeine are also nice sort of similar. morphine alone sucks, makes youbtoo sleepy and makes you shit rocks. druggin doesnt even work properly per se only give distraction to get, hide, make uoubdull from sleep loss, or some kind of depletion or inebrationnor too much in a hurry. but its always there where your lucid, not in a hurry or distracted.
>>41513486
>If i can't transition I've decided to just live a diminished male existence, no ambitions, no love, no intimacy, no pornography, nothing
got it so well. nothing. void. no hope. no desire for marriage or kids. no real social life. no future. drugs, distractions and loops over and over
>>41514716
very true. sigh
>>41523951
lulz. very yes for sure
>>41524349
used to be 23 in low key schizo days when dabbed in esoterics
>>41524520
fear, doubt, shame, exhaustion, brain fog, inertia.