this is still up huh.. on halloween..?

well i've written about it too much here but. its been just a little over a year since we first met and about half that since i last saw you..

feels strange living in these fall months cold and damp without you by my side. dodging spiders and chuffing darts.
i see your face sometimes when i close my eyes and feel your head on my chest. life's a drag only realizing how perfect someone was until you finally lost them. well aint that a bitch..

hope you're doing alright J, and i hope it wasn't all bad for you.