>>508698986
It is porn and being molested.
I remember when I first saw porn I hated watcking blowjobs because it had dick in it and I only watched lesbians It was when I was 11-12 yo.
When I was 14yo I was molested on the camping trip by older guys.
Then my choice of porn changed. I blamed in on adolscence, and gradually went into sissy stuff. Nowdays, after real therapy with sexuologist(not US jewish one and not christkike one), I know why I went this way. Then it was confusing and seemed just my "natural sexuality" which jews sell to you.