>>508740212
Nah my test levels were exceptionally high before I went on hrt, I got tested. In fact that made me MORE adamant on getting on hrt, I think I could've coped by repressing if I had the test levels of an effeminate twink. I can't really say whether or not was I brainwashed, nobody personally did. In a cultural level, sure I can see it being plausible, western culture culture is very anti-male and if I'm being intellectually honest I can't rule out I didn't internalize some of it. In any case I have boobs now and ngl they're great. Keeping my dick as I'm not utterly deranged.