>>508766394
sometimes i get a sense that I already know what's going to happen, and ifa certain patron of events follows, the thing I fear could happen will happen. i just need to disturb the events, and I get a feeling of relief I evaded a timeline result,
something like, i see a movie and i think "if i laugh at this joke this is going to happen and the that other thing will follow" then i try to change what I am doing and some other times i think its meaningless becuase trying to evade it i would just do what was predestinated to do and happen so i just keep quiet, sometimes it works.