Anonymous
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6/26/2025, 10:03:18 AM
No.508767964
6/26/2025, 10:03:18 AM
No.508767964
>>508767685
I think what it boils down to is a lack of self respect. I was at a low point in my life when I got myself into a situation with a BPD woman. Had previous GFs, but none quite as mentally ill and destructive as her. But I tried to stick it out, because I was lonely, and I wanted to actually try. But I chose the wrong girl to try with. The lows are horrible, they drove me insane, but it's like when you get the relief, and the personality shifts back to the sweet girl you love and just wanna have a good time with, in that moment it makes it seem worth it. You cope and tell yourself "this is worth preservering for", I WILL fix her! We WILL make it. But then the bullshit happens again and again and eventually there will be a breaking point, and you'll have to cut her off. It's been a few years for me, I feel like a fucking loser because I am, but I brought it upon myself because I was lonely. Because I had poor judgement and avoided CLEAR red flags. If I had more self-respect for myself, I wouldn't have ever gotten into such a pathetic situation. I imagine that's the caase for many men with low self-esteem. Problem is I had experience. I was just at a low point in my life. Now I'm mostly just checked out, recovering, trying to build myself up. Thanks for reading my blogpost.
Put yourself first before these crazy women anon, and if you KNOW things are horribly mismatched from the beginning, quit trying to jam a square peg through a circular hole. Best of luck to everyone out there, but don't forget to take care of yourself.
I think what it boils down to is a lack of self respect. I was at a low point in my life when I got myself into a situation with a BPD woman. Had previous GFs, but none quite as mentally ill and destructive as her. But I tried to stick it out, because I was lonely, and I wanted to actually try. But I chose the wrong girl to try with. The lows are horrible, they drove me insane, but it's like when you get the relief, and the personality shifts back to the sweet girl you love and just wanna have a good time with, in that moment it makes it seem worth it. You cope and tell yourself "this is worth preservering for", I WILL fix her! We WILL make it. But then the bullshit happens again and again and eventually there will be a breaking point, and you'll have to cut her off. It's been a few years for me, I feel like a fucking loser because I am, but I brought it upon myself because I was lonely. Because I had poor judgement and avoided CLEAR red flags. If I had more self-respect for myself, I wouldn't have ever gotten into such a pathetic situation. I imagine that's the caase for many men with low self-esteem. Problem is I had experience. I was just at a low point in my life. Now I'm mostly just checked out, recovering, trying to build myself up. Thanks for reading my blogpost.
Put yourself first before these crazy women anon, and if you KNOW things are horribly mismatched from the beginning, quit trying to jam a square peg through a circular hole. Best of luck to everyone out there, but don't forget to take care of yourself.