>>508772196
Me too but I grew up with parents who were yellers and hitters so I learned to start clear from what I viewed as the toxic behavior of being chained to emotions in such a way. Turns out, that emotional pack behavior where people match eachothers energy and feel eachothers emotions (egging eachother on in a way) can be had in a non-toxic manner when proper boundaries exist, but because I ruled it out completely, I no longer fit in with society in that fashion. I’m an outsider.