extra layer of complication to everything. First of all, I never could join the Jewish side even if I wanted to, before you hate me for even consider it really try to think about the reality of the situation. If you think they hate you then just think about how much they would hate a jewish traitor. I've had some of the richest and most powerful people in the world scream violent death threats to me about raping, mutilating, torturing and eating me and my parents. After that kind of psychological torture you are tempted to say or do whatever you have to so the monsters will leave you alone. Also there is nowhere to turn to for help because the fuckers run EVERYTHING! literally, the banks, media, governments and even the church (secretly) so I can't get help from anyone. Even if I did try to sell out and join them they would probably just kill me anyway because they hate me and want to make an example out of me.