>>510591871
Despite all the noise:
>God (extradimensional hyperbeing that created our Universal Hologram) wins in the End
>You are here to train your spirit/hone your consciousness (universe is a consciousness generating engine, Angels were created first but without a proper proving ground ended up with some degens)

It'll be ok. It is hard - but literally ONLY focus on what you can touch or control. Scale out your circle, start with dot.