>>515156977
You will probably be christian in a year or so.
If you had a button that if you pressed it, our reality would be a christian reality - that means sin, angels, demons, hell, heaven (eternal life in happiness) would you press it or stay in this reality?

If you say you will press it than you will be christian in a future.

What is the "mental anchor" that prevents you from questioning the big bang materialist reality? Why reality out of all realities possible could not be christian reality?

What prevents nothing existing from becoming something through big bang from eternal consciousness (God) existing and creating everything including other similar consciousnesses?

You really need to start questioning your reality, it seems to me like you are close. Hopefully this picture will help.
I was once like you but something clicked in me when i started to really ponder the fabric of reality.