I'm sorry foidchan. I wish I could treat you better but I guess that's not a possibility for me. I wish we could get along and understand how much I care and I express and show that by the lengths and distances that I will go the opposite direction. Maybe the outlier isn't the standard. Maybe you're not good enough to satisfy my desires and when I step away and I be myself. I wouldn't put you inside that space to be a victim of my bulldozing and wrecking ball behaviours. I'll just sideline you until the demo is over.