I think it's time to give up on weed and probably drugs in general desu

>enjoy cannabis for 3 years
>only smoke on weekends but smoke a lot
>2 months ago
>start getting weird thoughts that someone is going to take over my mind if keep smoking weed
>creepy but w/e
>keep smoking
>thoughts get more intense
>one day have a massive disassociative episode where I feel like a new personality has overtaken me
>almost enter a sort of manic state where I can't sleep and my pupils are huge and I'm high for way longer than usual
>takes days before I feel completely normal again
>notice weird cognititve changes like dulled empathy and short-term memory and racing thoughts
>everytime I smoke weed the symptoms get worse even if I don't have a disassociative episode

i can handle bad trips but I'd really rather not rape my brain, my memory is really really bad at the minute