>>81480814
Because I was a very dumb and retarded beta back then.. back then, the girl who liked me was a sweet ugly nerd blonde girl with glasses, and at that time she was considered unattractive and low status.. so like a sheep, I followed that herd mentality. I ignored her every time she looked my way for attention, mainly because I was a ball less autist too.
Now that exact type of girl is r9k preciated, myself included.
Every time I'm made to think about this, it makes me feel like a fucking loser.