>>81508651
do some crazy shit before the Long Way Down if thats where your end goal lies
>>81508670
when i say unbothered i really do mean it, getting laid to me is like finding a $20 bill on the sidewalk. i wasnt looking for it but it's there so i may as well
>your idea of letting yourself have any fun
all of my hobbies cost money, i like stargazing but telescopes cost many hundreds of dollars, i like scuba diving but diving costs many hundreds of dollars, i live in the US which is a very geographically and naturally diverse country, but it's also huge so travelling costs many hundreds of dollars
i find video games boring
i have many things i want to experience but my instinct to hoard as many resources as possible softlocks me from having any kind of pleasure and i fear im going to spend my entire 20s just wageslaving and obsessing over money rather than having actual experiences