Anonymous
6/16/2025, 2:20:16 PM
No.81510039
>>81497428
Ganbare!
Its desudesu I wish I had my memories, all my good ones got traumatized out of me and r locked behind horrible memorizes. My wishes can't come true, and they shouldn't, you can't hope for the past to change and if you think about the past too much, than the present becomes the past, so wanting now to change is just as futile as time change. The only times Im happy is when I forget Im depressed, it seems like its counter intuitive, and perhaps only works for me. When a therapist tries to remind me of my si it triggers my si, so I ignore depression and just focus on being my best self.
Ganbare!
Its desudesu I wish I had my memories, all my good ones got traumatized out of me and r locked behind horrible memorizes. My wishes can't come true, and they shouldn't, you can't hope for the past to change and if you think about the past too much, than the present becomes the past, so wanting now to change is just as futile as time change. The only times Im happy is when I forget Im depressed, it seems like its counter intuitive, and perhaps only works for me. When a therapist tries to remind me of my si it triggers my si, so I ignore depression and just focus on being my best self.