>>81583914
I wish I could only mess with opioids too but the only similar thing I have available are benzos and gaba shit besides otc codeine, Lyrica makes me feel completely destroyed and empty when withdrawing but then it kinda fades out, I can get trams now but my use of that led to like three weeks of abuse which was kind of a skill issue cuz tramadol has snri properties which make it extra shitty when withdrawing so yeah, would love to have a good source of hydros or something, codeine does the trick but I'm a lazy fuck and I don't separate it from the ibuprofen so I usually avoid it

I understand the pain of the other anon deeply cuz I know how it feels to have your happy neurotransmitters tazed