>>81589650
im sorry for earlier
i am not sure about going into detail, about the things that went wrong, but for example my car is broken for the past week, meaning that i get less sleep to be in time, and im so FUCKING stressed out, but that is just one thing.


if i would have to say ONE thing i hate the most, it would be me, the feeling that there is nothing, not a single thing that i am good at, where i can just be like... yea im atleast good at that, i can always do that right, BUT NOOO FUCK ME I CANT DO ANYTHING.

i jsut feel sad, i cant do anythging, noone is proud of me, i cant be proud of me, i cant do anything, and into all this shit im trying to stop cutting. its so fucking difficult.