Impulsively I decided to get back in touch with a girl I used to talk to online in 2020 during COVID. She was a student in Newcastle at the time. She was into dominance, used to make me dress up in girl's clothes for her on webcam and all that, humiliated me. I loved it. We lost touch when the lockdowns ended but today I said hello. She said that she's got a boyfriend now and I was initially disappointed, but now she's talking about me coming to Newcastle and getting a hotel and "we'll all play together." She was saying stuff about forcing me to suck her boyfriend off. I'm a virgin and I don't know if I can handle something so intense for my first IRL sexual experience. Help lads.