>>81639255
I'm sorry anon, there is no hurt quite like when you're good on paper with a person and you really like them but it still doesn't work out for whatever reason and she's not a bad person either so you can't hate her.
At least now you can look forward to the future where you have hopefully moved forward, grown from this experience and started thinking about her less.
It might seem hopeless now but humans are meant to persevere and adapt to situations, you will feel better soon.
You will love again.
I'm going through the same thing right now internally and I'm thinking of just breaking it off for good before it gets to this point