>>81640094
regarding not feeling like you're interesting, i kind of believe that everyone has got to be interesting to at least one of the people they know, someone in your circle might actually be interested in you and likes you but you don't have a clue.
So maybe you just need to help people approach you, i have a friend that is actually interesting but he always isolates himself and avoids making friends yet says that he's repellent, Im not saying this is your case as well but maybe just maybe you're the one who's not allowing it.
also i would actually love to "fake it till i make it" but there's nothing i want, to begin with.
i just want to live peacefully, away from trouble and people. But can't seem to achieve this when i don't really know how to feel about myself and also most of yhr tikr i have zero self confidence. Sometimes i like it when this "obsessed with myself phase" comes because it makes me feel better but as i mentioned it doesn't last long