>>81642965
maybe ill never be normal, but i at least want to fit in easily. i want to live up to the expectations of womanhood. it doesnt feel okay to not try as hard as possible to be proper.
>Life can be and is brutal and rarely people get everything they want. Better stop while ahead than gamble and lose it all. At least do proper research that also shows all the bad sides of it before going through
im well aware. my senior trans friends are post op and i want to be like them. i want to be able to swim at the beach. i want to be able to try on clothes at the store. i dont want to deflate when i get called a girl with a penis, i want to be a girl without a penis.
im just mental illness dumping now, sorry.