Anonymous
6/30/2025, 5:58:45 AM
No.81664092
>>81663487
god my prose has degraded. i wanted to write something long and meandering for this thread but im too tired and out of practice. a few years ago i wouldve earnestly participated here though, maybe tried to meet a boy. now that ive given it an earnest try and realized nothing changes my natural unhappiness for long i dont have any motivation to i guess. that makes me very sad, i used to be equally unhappy but at least i had the idea that making friends or getting a boyfriend would fix me. now i dont even have that cope.
god my prose has degraded. i wanted to write something long and meandering for this thread but im too tired and out of practice. a few years ago i wouldve earnestly participated here though, maybe tried to meet a boy. now that ive given it an earnest try and realized nothing changes my natural unhappiness for long i dont have any motivation to i guess. that makes me very sad, i used to be equally unhappy but at least i had the idea that making friends or getting a boyfriend would fix me. now i dont even have that cope.