>>81664516
I'm not even particularly socially maladjusted I'm just pretty weird due to autism, the drugs don't really change that.
I've mostly only ever used benzos as a way to soften comedowns and withdrawals from other drugs, though. I have drank a fair bit though.
To be honest with you, I don't care about being sober. I have an alright job, my own place, and no debt. I'm functional with the drugs, I find them fun, and like they do help fill the void. But I feel like if I had a girlfriend I'd have less of a reason to be doing them. Who knows though