>>81663352
i get you so bad anon. ive had this issue for years, everytime i try to stop it comes back worse. i used to want to get better. then i found out im basically a hopeless case lol.
i was groomed into it back when i was 13.

have you tried harm reduction, by any chance? it helps me not do any fatal cuts. i understand its hard as fuck to stop. i truly do. take care of yourself anon.