my friend wants to pay to go to a con together, we live like on the opposite side of the country and would meet right in the middle basically, he left it pretty clear he wants to fuck me too but I'm honestly a bit aloof since I'm ugly and chub i don't really think he will like me but he says he is into that? idk, honestly I'm just excited at the prospect of going to a convention, its been a long time since i did. Should I?