>>81673688
nerp, i still feel like ive got no identity. i only live for others. Whether its through showing them my body or simple favors, whatever identity i had slowly deteriorated.
as a kid i was molded by my parents. i was whoever they wanted me to be
i still live with them; and whenever i try to say no i get guilt tripped but its better from when i was younger & just got beaten 4 it KEK
im also a victim of CSA due to how easy i am to coerce & how weak i am to the point i cant even defend myself, lawl.
it doesnt get better for me. Quite the opposite.
ive got nothing to complain about tho. i have accepted it