>>81686480
Is it something I can fix though? Because looking back on it is all that I can do. I was looking back on the "I love you" incident at the time I was with the other girl, actively reminding myself not to do anything like that again, yet I instead did something so so so much worse.

I don't think I can fix it because I'm just that fucked. It's just who I am and I am a broken person apparently.

>>81686482
Yeah I've heard similar when I talked about it and my other dating stories in other places, that I'm ridiculously autistic to the point where they said they'd never heard of anyone as bad as me. I heard that I was the epitome of incels too when I talked about my issues.