I'm a fucking bipolar fuck with a drinking problem, I do fine as long as I have something to keep me occupied like work or something else but I've been on vacation for 3 weeks and its just deteriorated me and it reminds me of how I don't have any friends or hobbies I'm just a fat fucking loser. How do I make friends or find hobbies or something, people seem to do this effortlessly and yet I have none.