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Then the third girl is 18 very punk and fun to "bro out" . To stay faithful to Maria even though we've broken up I haven't done anything with her but this girl is very aggressive in her needs and after I communicated that I wasn't going to fuck her She took off her clothes and started masturbating next to me. When we hang out it's progressively been getting more intense with stuff she's doing and I know that next time she comes over she's going to force herself on me so I've been putting off hanging out with her which sucks cuz I like playing video games with her haven't fucked her yet even though she's wants me to. She's very much physically active in that way and so I know the next time she'll come over she's going to aggressively initiate. So I've been having to put her off Even though I really enjoy hanging out with her to play video games. I know that despite her being super casual and hangs like a guy, she's very emotionally focused on me, tsundere in love and has a really high jealousy reaction that she pushes to resolve physically.

So that's where I'm at and the truth is I don't want any of it, I only want Maria.

But it's time that I need to take care of my physical needs because I have not been putting myself first with that in respect to being faithful and loyal despite being broken up with